Sometime(s)
20 September 2009 16:09Sometimes i want to be everywhere, sometimes i wish to just lie in bed, sometimes i feel like conquering the Everest, sometimes i’m blue, sometimes i’m chicken yellow, sometimes i’m bigger than Bravehart, sometimes i want to be alone, sometimes i hate loneliness, sometimes i feel i’m the only one, sometimes i feel i’m just a sheep in the herd, sometimes i see all that is beautiful, sometimes i can only see gray, sometimes i find myself in others, sometimes i can’t find me anywhere, sometimes i miss her, sometimes i miss me, sometimes i don’t need anyone or anything, sometimes i want to meet everyone who passes by, sometimes i think they all stare at me, sometimes i need love, sometimes i feed on hatred, sometimes i want to scream from the top of my lungs, sometimes i want to get pass unnoticed, sometimes i think i can change the world, sometimes i hate how the world changes me, sometimes i want to forgive everything, sometimes i wish i can have my revenge on everybody and give them a taste of their own medicine, sometimes i want to be someone else, sometimes i’m perfectly happy with myself, sometimes i wish to know everything, sometimes i ponder what would that make me, sometimes i want to be the hero, sometimes i desperatly need to be saved, sometimes i want to be good, sometimes bad, sometimes i wonder what is good and what is wrong, sometimes i dream, sometimes i have nightmares, sometimes my dreams are shatered, sometimes i wish to belong somewhere, sometimes i’m missunderstood, sometimes i don’t understand, sometimes it feels so good to be close to a stranger or a friend, sometimes i wish not to be bothered with smalltalk, sometimes i just want to fly away, sometimes i just digg myself deeper, sometimes … i wish i won’t say sometimes anymore, or sometime soon…. sometimes i may not have a clue of what am i doing, sometimes it’s bad to think i know everything, sometimes is better than never, sometimes….sometimes…sometimes….
Sometimes i’m happy, sometimes i’m not, but i do know that’s normal, and i know that somehow i’ll find my own trail…sometime….









Elena zice:
21 September 2009 la ora 2:34 am
sometimes i’m glad to see i’m not alone
